try not to look like a lesbian
so last night was nat's whitewater christmas staff party. before we went nat told me not to look too much like a lesbian. he was joking of course. but when i got there, that's exactly what i did. "don't say anything queer" is what was going through my mind all night. it's been awhile since i've been in a situation where i feel like i can't act how i want. but most of the people there were straight and nat's been passing really well at work. i was worried that if i seemed queer it would rub off on nat. you all know how contagious it is. i was really glad when we left and went to the queer christmas party after. much more comfortable. i got to wear my new fancy shoes that i got for my birthday and a blouse that i love but haven't had an occasion to wear. (did i seriously just use the word blouse?) i was a happy little fancy femme with sore feet by the end of the night. thank you nat for carrying me over the slushy parts.