Sep 04, 2007 14:13
I miss Brett, ALOT. It's only been a few days, but I hate change and I hate knowing he won't come over after work late at night or before work in the morning. I hate that I don't know any of the people he's with and I hate the idea of parties all the time. I love my boyfriend more than anything, and I'm scared no college is going to want me, and Brett will just stay in Dartmouth for 4 years without me.
I need to do good this year, I want all A's and to sign up for something extra-curricular. I want colleges to want me and see I want to go, I hate that my record will show 3 suspensions and a 0 in a class. I really hope I can get into Dartmouth so I can be with Brett. I need to sign up for SAT's because I've been slacking on that subject definitley. GAHHH I'm just so stressed lately, and school hasn't even begun.