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today has been such a shit day. I woke up at like 4 because we didn't have school. Mom yelled at me for that. I called Ricky, trying to be as cheery as possible to see if he wanted to get together. He upset me and I started crying. So I kind of hung up on him. I got dressed and took a shower to make myself feel better. It was okay, but my hair now looks like crap for some reason. Ricky apologized as always for making me feel bad, but I don't even think he realizes what he's apologizing for, he's just trying to placate me. He was supposed ot come over after mom got home from the gym, whicih was supposed to be like an hour, but turned into like four, and that pissed me off. And then when she finally comes home she bitches me out about my grades, whcih for once I didn't fail anything, completely overlooking my good grades. That upset me, so I started to cry again. This is like the second time today and it's really getting on my nerves because I'm becoming a crybaby and that's never a good thing. And now Ricky's here so I gotta go. Good bye.