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long time no update.. woo woo
so yes, bob left for college. so im sad, and miserable - because i didnt realize how much a part of my life he was - seriously.. like he did everything with me, and now its the cliche situation of .. girlfriend loses boyfriend cause he left for college, and now she has nothing to do.. my parents barely let me do anything anymore. its the last week of summer, i basically have tonight and wednesday to go out, and tonight really doesnt count cause i have cheerleading too. so im crying, yep yep. my dad has just been so horrible lately, controlling my life and screaming at me. this week is emotional enough as it is, and he just keeps screaming at me.. so lets see how i deal..
friday we all pow-wowed at tom's house.. twas amazing. katelyn picked me up at 9:30, and we ventured to the highlands, where i thought i was gonna die cause kate likes to drive like.. off road haha. then we got there and people were already there! ali, erin, casey, jay, gerard, katie was with alex [ aka ahor ] and then we all just played with the kittens, especially nigger.. i think everyone thinks im racist and retarded cause i named the black cat nigger.. but yes continueing - the party started with tom's vodka flavored beer from france mmmm, and then erin started her shots - which were not to end.. EVER. and thennn i hung out with katie and ahor for a very long time, making fun of people and ordering pizza, which was a hassle because i gave them the wrong address haha, and then ahor flipped and i was like callmmm down there alex, and ali was all about the ahor and erin too - and me and katie were like.. alex melissa isnt even gone a month - you cant do this yet.. and THEN we got ahor drunk, and i didnt drink; it was just funny to sit back and watch ahor and erin.. who turned out to be the surprise drunks of the night.. ahh hahah erins my new friend it was soo funny, and ahor too but in the morning he totally ignored me - but hes gonna be my football buddy yes yes.. im starting to ramble - but i went to bed early, and got up at 8 and tom drove me alll the way home.. and i waited for my family to get here, adn that they did..
and i took andrew on a tour of the great state of new jersey, and i explained to him everything about red bank and rt 35 haha and the cars and the music.. and he taught me the 'lingo' and then i took kevin out to get gas and something at acme.. i dont remember what.. and we were getting gas and he sees some teenager and he goes 'do you know him?' and i go 'yeah, i know of him.. his name is sean'.. so the windows were down and kevins like SEANNNN SEANNN!!!! and im like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wtf are you doing, so i pulled outta there, but he kept screaming and the kid was like .. wtf who are you.. haha it was real funny, and then we played fifty cent and we danced and he made up his own rap 'nigger nigger nigger and a candy bar'.. haha, and then we were driving down my block, and there were all these old people outside and he goes 'WESTSIDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE' ahahhahah.. yeah, so then we just chilled at the house til about 9:30, and me and andrew went out for a night on the town, and he was really mean about it all haha, and we ran into ali and tom and timmy and wes.. so we all hung out and my cousin hated them - and we went to dunkin doughnuts on 35, and i got coffee and these girls had a acura rsx and had 'sexy bitch' written on the top and i was reading it, and the girl said 'dont look at me' with her windows up, so i didnt realize but my cousin told me, so i laughed and we were gonna go back and start a fake fight haha, but we saw them in red bank and they were like AHH ITS THAT GIRL, and i was like damn straight i beat bitches up.. but yeahhh and then we came home and roasted marshmellows, and me and kevin listened to crazy music, and i introduced him to the wonder that is 2gether, and we enjoyed that and watched cartoons and passed out around 4 am.. but woke up at 12, and we went to the beach and we played football, and andrew put me over his shoulders and ran with me all the way into the water until a wave knocked us over, and i was screaming like hell and everyone starred at me.. and then we came here and ate dinner and that was it.. they went home, and i watched the vmas - i TOTALLY LOVE THAT CHRISTINA A and NELLY SONG.. SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT THE NAME IS SO I CAN DOWNLOAD IT..
and today, i am here.. i have practice at 6:30, its raining, and then i am hopefully escaping this hell hole for a little bit to clear my mind and see my friends.. who make me feel mucho better.. im so sad i didnt get to see SOMEONE this weekend, ill never tell andrew who it is hahaha.. but yeah, i feel retarded.
KTHANKSBYE. get over it - my god when will told me this girl was STILL not over something.. i was like.. wowowowowow. no one will understand this so dont ask, but its funny as fcuk.
so yes, bob left for college. so im sad, and miserable - because i didnt realize how much a part of my life he was - seriously.. like he did everything with me, and now its the cliche situation of .. girlfriend loses boyfriend cause he left for college, and now she has nothing to do.. my parents barely let me do anything anymore. its the last week of summer, i basically have tonight and wednesday to go out, and tonight really doesnt count cause i have cheerleading too. so im crying, yep yep. my dad has just been so horrible lately, controlling my life and screaming at me. this week is emotional enough as it is, and he just keeps screaming at me.. so lets see how i deal..
friday we all pow-wowed at tom's house.. twas amazing. katelyn picked me up at 9:30, and we ventured to the highlands, where i thought i was gonna die cause kate likes to drive like.. off road haha. then we got there and people were already there! ali, erin, casey, jay, gerard, katie was with alex [ aka ahor ] and then we all just played with the kittens, especially nigger.. i think everyone thinks im racist and retarded cause i named the black cat nigger.. but yes continueing - the party started with tom's vodka flavored beer from france mmmm, and then erin started her shots - which were not to end.. EVER. and thennn i hung out with katie and ahor for a very long time, making fun of people and ordering pizza, which was a hassle because i gave them the wrong address haha, and then ahor flipped and i was like callmmm down there alex, and ali was all about the ahor and erin too - and me and katie were like.. alex melissa isnt even gone a month - you cant do this yet.. and THEN we got ahor drunk, and i didnt drink; it was just funny to sit back and watch ahor and erin.. who turned out to be the surprise drunks of the night.. ahh hahah erins my new friend it was soo funny, and ahor too but in the morning he totally ignored me - but hes gonna be my football buddy yes yes.. im starting to ramble - but i went to bed early, and got up at 8 and tom drove me alll the way home.. and i waited for my family to get here, adn that they did..
and i took andrew on a tour of the great state of new jersey, and i explained to him everything about red bank and rt 35 haha and the cars and the music.. and he taught me the 'lingo' and then i took kevin out to get gas and something at acme.. i dont remember what.. and we were getting gas and he sees some teenager and he goes 'do you know him?' and i go 'yeah, i know of him.. his name is sean'.. so the windows were down and kevins like SEANNNN SEANNN!!!! and im like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wtf are you doing, so i pulled outta there, but he kept screaming and the kid was like .. wtf who are you.. haha it was real funny, and then we played fifty cent and we danced and he made up his own rap 'nigger nigger nigger and a candy bar'.. haha, and then we were driving down my block, and there were all these old people outside and he goes 'WESTSIDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE' ahahhahah.. yeah, so then we just chilled at the house til about 9:30, and me and andrew went out for a night on the town, and he was really mean about it all haha, and we ran into ali and tom and timmy and wes.. so we all hung out and my cousin hated them - and we went to dunkin doughnuts on 35, and i got coffee and these girls had a acura rsx and had 'sexy bitch' written on the top and i was reading it, and the girl said 'dont look at me' with her windows up, so i didnt realize but my cousin told me, so i laughed and we were gonna go back and start a fake fight haha, but we saw them in red bank and they were like AHH ITS THAT GIRL, and i was like damn straight i beat bitches up.. but yeahhh and then we came home and roasted marshmellows, and me and kevin listened to crazy music, and i introduced him to the wonder that is 2gether, and we enjoyed that and watched cartoons and passed out around 4 am.. but woke up at 12, and we went to the beach and we played football, and andrew put me over his shoulders and ran with me all the way into the water until a wave knocked us over, and i was screaming like hell and everyone starred at me.. and then we came here and ate dinner and that was it.. they went home, and i watched the vmas - i TOTALLY LOVE THAT CHRISTINA A and NELLY SONG.. SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT THE NAME IS SO I CAN DOWNLOAD IT..
and today, i am here.. i have practice at 6:30, its raining, and then i am hopefully escaping this hell hole for a little bit to clear my mind and see my friends.. who make me feel mucho better.. im so sad i didnt get to see SOMEONE this weekend, ill never tell andrew who it is hahaha.. but yeah, i feel retarded.
KTHANKSBYE. get over it - my god when will told me this girl was STILL not over something.. i was like.. wowowowowow. no one will understand this so dont ask, but its funny as fcuk.