OMGZ LJ HAHAH?!
so im gonna use my lj now. inspired by; jamie. its kinda nice cuz now when i have things on my mind i say them or talk about them with..myself. i dont really have people to talk to about stuff. besides maybe vince, but hes a boy and im sure he doesnt like listening to me. and maybe caila and jamie. but they have other more important people. not in a bad way. ive been in a bad mood nonstop lately and idk why. i get really sad easily. / mad. i dont like it but i cant help it. and then vince just gets mad at me for being in a bad mood and it just doesnt help. i feel bad. theres nothing i think i should upset or mad about. but i still am. i wanna be all happy and stupid. its summer : ]. and vince was online, and then i sent him a bunch of IMs and then got offline. and it was like an hour and 45 minute ago. and he wont answer my calls. and its not cuz hes in the shower, cuz he doesnt shower for an hour and 45 minutes long. little things like this really really upset and i dont know why. they shouldnt but they do. it upsets me so much. i was crying and it doesnt even make sense. and then he just gets mad and i feel stupid. and now im really hungry and jamie should BE HERE WITH BURGER KING?! that bastard. and now im gonna go clean or something. and the moral of this is that jamies gay : ]