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simple update cuz i got work in a bit.....
i got dumped by a boy i loved.....i got very upset about it.....i cut myself bc im stewwwpid.....i started smokin again bc i dont wanna cut myself and smoking somehow seems to fix that......
he said he saw a big fight happening in the future and he didnt wanna hurt me and that he was doin it so i didnt get hurt....but ive used that excuse b4....its just means u want someone else or u wanna play the field...
what really sux is i really cared about him and saw it ogin somewhere....i guess he didnt agree....i was a bitch bc i was to stupid to see what i had in friont of me...and ive yet to learn my lesson ive took another one for granted an dlost him...i guess thats all my fault.,..
after tihs....its the end of tkain anyone for granted....fuck that i cant stand gettin hurt like this...its been a hwile to and all i can thnk about is him and how i want him to want me and i wonder if he misses me and alllllll that BULLSHIT!!!
so im goin away next weekend.....me and polish pat are gonna visit krissy poo...i need to get away....
well now i gotta run to work...o yea...wat fun!!! btw my cellie is working again sop call it....
i got dumped by a boy i loved.....i got very upset about it.....i cut myself bc im stewwwpid.....i started smokin again bc i dont wanna cut myself and smoking somehow seems to fix that......
he said he saw a big fight happening in the future and he didnt wanna hurt me and that he was doin it so i didnt get hurt....but ive used that excuse b4....its just means u want someone else or u wanna play the field...
what really sux is i really cared about him and saw it ogin somewhere....i guess he didnt agree....i was a bitch bc i was to stupid to see what i had in friont of me...and ive yet to learn my lesson ive took another one for granted an dlost him...i guess thats all my fault.,..
after tihs....its the end of tkain anyone for granted....fuck that i cant stand gettin hurt like this...its been a hwile to and all i can thnk about is him and how i want him to want me and i wonder if he misses me and alllllll that BULLSHIT!!!
so im goin away next weekend.....me and polish pat are gonna visit krissy poo...i need to get away....
well now i gotta run to work...o yea...wat fun!!! btw my cellie is working again sop call it....