Fuck family!! Who needs em??
Ughh now i have no fickin car bc my mom is a selfish bitch. As i was leaving work today she called me and told me i would have to pick up my grandma, i was a lil fustrated bout it bc i dont like dealin with that for personal reasons, but i was gonna do it. I asked her where and she told me, but i didnt know where that was so she started explaining it as i was turning my car on, so i told her that my car was fucked up and its makin wierd noises and like freezing, its wierd....and she flips out screamin at me. Tellin me im irresponsible and im lazy and blah blah blah. Lady, i have four jobs, a social life, and family. Im just as stressed as you. I work more than she does, and i make less. So how does she have the audacity to tell m eim irresponsible. Its hot, ihad a really bad day, is it such a crime to be fustrated i had to go find the place ot pick my grandma up at. No i dont htink so so as she was screamin at me i was screamminj bak asking her where this place was and she hung up on me. So i was like fuck that an di called her back and she gave me an attitude wen she answered and i was like where is the place than she started screwming again and she slike i m hanging up im hanging up ill just be late giving me a guilt trip so i called her a fucking bitch. Ok so it was a lil harsh, but i dont react well, nor do i think much b4 i speak wen someone is screaming at me. So of course she called my dad, her lil bitch, crying that i calle dher a bitch and wen he got home he screamed at me, of course not listening to anyhting i said, o wait thats right i wasnt allowed to speak. So, i am now only allowed to use the car for work only.
On a somewhat good note, I talked to a certain somebody, and really got nowhere but felt like i made some progress, wow thats rather pathetic on how i have to look at that as my good part of the day, but thats the only good hting that has happened so far.
So my day today is rather shitty. And i have an amazingly loooong ass day tomorrow. I have to head into the DJ job at about 10, prob wont leave till like 2 or 3...more like 3, and than i have to work at lemon tree from 5-9 and than i gg to bridgeview from 11- till at least 2ish....so im basically working form 10AM-2AM. But im not really working much at bridgeview i just have to show my face. But by the time i get to bridgeview ill be so exhausted i wont be able to move. Yayy what fun. So i doubt im actually goin out 2nite...i actually have a feeling i wont really be allowed to, i think im gonna be bitched at all nite. What an exciting thing to look foward to.And to think this problem could have been avoided if i just knew where the herricks center was. So i guess this will all be blamed on me somehow...like it always is.
Today sux.....i wanna moooooooooooove out to fuckin bad. I hate my family, ill just take my sister with me. Shes the only one who rocks!! So Im out, i think ill go to sleep and try to sleep some of this anger off....i need to do something with myself before i explode....
Peace out cub scout!!
On a somewhat good note, I talked to a certain somebody, and really got nowhere but felt like i made some progress, wow thats rather pathetic on how i have to look at that as my good part of the day, but thats the only good hting that has happened so far.
So my day today is rather shitty. And i have an amazingly loooong ass day tomorrow. I have to head into the DJ job at about 10, prob wont leave till like 2 or 3...more like 3, and than i have to work at lemon tree from 5-9 and than i gg to bridgeview from 11- till at least 2ish....so im basically working form 10AM-2AM. But im not really working much at bridgeview i just have to show my face. But by the time i get to bridgeview ill be so exhausted i wont be able to move. Yayy what fun. So i doubt im actually goin out 2nite...i actually have a feeling i wont really be allowed to, i think im gonna be bitched at all nite. What an exciting thing to look foward to.And to think this problem could have been avoided if i just knew where the herricks center was. So i guess this will all be blamed on me somehow...like it always is.
Today sux.....i wanna moooooooooooove out to fuckin bad. I hate my family, ill just take my sister with me. Shes the only one who rocks!! So Im out, i think ill go to sleep and try to sleep some of this anger off....i need to do something with myself before i explode....
Peace out cub scout!!