((I'm awake in you but your asleep in me))
Well.....pete had a gf....and he just lied to me and told me he didn't. Wow i was really upset i ended up at ally-son's hysterical crying. Im a loser like that. I really really like him. Yea thats right...like....not liked....cuz i still like him an di wont be gay and try and deny it. haha.
After he told me h e had a gf....a couple hours lata i met up and hooked up with jim...kinda a pretty big mistake....things arent the same between me and jim....or maybe they are but id rather be with pete i cant see it. But things seem a lil shady between me and jim it wasn't like it used to be where we were always laughing in being dumb...it was akward....
than pete apologised to me....
pete [9:46 PM]: hey
Auto response from AnGeL44xoxo [9:46 PM]: out......
CALL ME!!!
pete [9:46 PM]: I know you're not there so I'll just do the talking
pete [9:46 PM]: I'm really sorry for what I did to you
pete [9:46 PM]: I'm not that kind of person
pete [9:47 PM]: I've never done anything so sneaky, shady or whatever you wanna call it
pete [9:48 PM]: you're a really nice girl, you don't need someone like me to tell you that...
pete [9:48 PM]: I do like you, it wasn't just a hook up
pete [9:49 PM]: I'm in a really strange situation, I guess you can't understand because everyone's life is different. mine happens to be very different
pete [9:49 PM]: I just hope you don't have to deal with someone like me again
pete [9:49 PM]: you don't need to call me if you don't want to, and I'm sure you don't want to
pete [9:49 PM]: live and learn I guess
of course i called him bak, but he didnt answer so i left him a voicemail an di was like call me back if you care...but of course....he hasn't called me back. y apologise if you're not even gonna talk to me. Unless him and jim talked....guhh im such a retard....I like pete so much and i kinda fucked up everything..Well it was a lot of fun while it lasted, and i dont regret one thing from it.
I mean its really rare i find a guy thats a lot like me, that actually likes me in that way...haha but of course they alwasy have girlfreidns hahaha....well at least i can laugh about this....i kinda turned it into a joke, i don't wanna mope over this, im so sick of moping over guys, its not worth it. I just wish pete wanted a second chance...but we'll see what happens....go with the flow i guess....
peace out cubscouts <33
After he told me h e had a gf....a couple hours lata i met up and hooked up with jim...kinda a pretty big mistake....things arent the same between me and jim....or maybe they are but id rather be with pete i cant see it. But things seem a lil shady between me and jim it wasn't like it used to be where we were always laughing in being dumb...it was akward....
than pete apologised to me....
pete [9:46 PM]: hey
Auto response from AnGeL44xoxo [9:46 PM]: out......
CALL ME!!!
pete [9:46 PM]: I know you're not there so I'll just do the talking
pete [9:46 PM]: I'm really sorry for what I did to you
pete [9:46 PM]: I'm not that kind of person
pete [9:47 PM]: I've never done anything so sneaky, shady or whatever you wanna call it
pete [9:48 PM]: you're a really nice girl, you don't need someone like me to tell you that...
pete [9:48 PM]: I do like you, it wasn't just a hook up
pete [9:49 PM]: I'm in a really strange situation, I guess you can't understand because everyone's life is different. mine happens to be very different
pete [9:49 PM]: I just hope you don't have to deal with someone like me again
pete [9:49 PM]: you don't need to call me if you don't want to, and I'm sure you don't want to
pete [9:49 PM]: live and learn I guess
of course i called him bak, but he didnt answer so i left him a voicemail an di was like call me back if you care...but of course....he hasn't called me back. y apologise if you're not even gonna talk to me. Unless him and jim talked....guhh im such a retard....I like pete so much and i kinda fucked up everything..Well it was a lot of fun while it lasted, and i dont regret one thing from it.
I mean its really rare i find a guy thats a lot like me, that actually likes me in that way...haha but of course they alwasy have girlfreidns hahaha....well at least i can laugh about this....i kinda turned it into a joke, i don't wanna mope over this, im so sick of moping over guys, its not worth it. I just wish pete wanted a second chance...but we'll see what happens....go with the flow i guess....
peace out cubscouts <33