girls...

Mar 24, 2005 23:35

I HATE THIS. ok so i am the dumbist person on earth. I don't know why i have so much trouble expressing my self as of late. it's like ... i'll feel something but be afraid to say it. And eaven worse when i finally work up the nerve to say it ... it's too late i've lost my chance. But what it comes down to is i want evreyone to just be happy (i always have) ... and i am more than willing to sacrafice my own happiness and my own life for that of others.

and as a wise man once had as his away message ...
"The easy part of life is finding someone to love. The hard part is finding someone to love you back"

i don't know why it's always like this but i cant even conciously change ... it seems i will forever sacrifice evrything i have, for evreything others want.I wish that this once just this once i could make you happy and not fell empty inside.
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