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Everything could be better.
I feel as though I'm laying at the bottom of a 20 foot deep hole with a way out, but with no motivation to move.
I hate being awake between November and February.
School should be from the beginning of August to the middle of November and the same way it already is for the spring, that way I wouldn't be depressed while in school too.
I feel that Brittany, Desiree, and Angela don't really care to be my friends anymore. They never call, leave me comments, or IM me. Sure, I don't call them, only because I don't know when they're free because I don't know what's going on in their lives. The last time I saw them was on October 19th. I'll see Brittany on Wednesday, but only because we're both going to a Sweet Sixteen. Sometimes I even feel that Sunny is slowly drifting away. I know she's almost 200 miles away, and has new friends and so much going on at school, but even when I visited her 2 weeks ago, it wasn't the same.
And now I'm crying.
I feel as though I'm laying at the bottom of a 20 foot deep hole with a way out, but with no motivation to move.
I hate being awake between November and February.
School should be from the beginning of August to the middle of November and the same way it already is for the spring, that way I wouldn't be depressed while in school too.
I feel that Brittany, Desiree, and Angela don't really care to be my friends anymore. They never call, leave me comments, or IM me. Sure, I don't call them, only because I don't know when they're free because I don't know what's going on in their lives. The last time I saw them was on October 19th. I'll see Brittany on Wednesday, but only because we're both going to a Sweet Sixteen. Sometimes I even feel that Sunny is slowly drifting away. I know she's almost 200 miles away, and has new friends and so much going on at school, but even when I visited her 2 weeks ago, it wasn't the same.
And now I'm crying.