fuck metaphors.

[a_kaiser_roll]

i want my chance.  to set things right.
to show how incredibly perfect i can be in your eyes.
i won't hold you back.  just fill me in.
do your thing.   don't forget that i will be here for you. 
just don't forget me.

you let this die.  and i can't just yet.
i need to fix it.  you have to let me try.

but i know.. you'll deny this chance.

I think I'm finally happy.
At least I feel happy.  Maybe it's forced.  Maybe it's not.
Either way, I like how I feel.