[mood|
![](http://photobucket.com/albums/v31/timberfaerie/rachel%20mcadams/surprised.jpg)
surprised]
[music| Ashlee Simpson - Shadow ]
current weight: 238
goal weight by September fifth in order to be 'on track': 223
damn.
the suprising news is that after my binge last night i have not gained weight. we'll see if that continues after part 2 of the binge continues today. i don't know why but it's like my body actually craves crap food sometimes. i must be in withdrawl. *rolls eyes*