Why So Sad?
To others this may seem like an easy enough task, to me it's like jumping off a cliff. I've become afraid again.
I guess some people call this excitement, I call it excruciating. Others believe in me so much that I've become dumbfounded. How can so many people be so stupid? Or, how can I be so blind? I've crossed oceans to rid myself of this crippling fear of failure...I guess I have to cross a few volcanoes too.
I'm about to embark on a new challenge and like always...I fear and loathe it. This time though, I'm not sure if I will succeed. I know, this is a defeatist attitude. I guess I need to learn a few more things or I need to get out of my apartment. Too much time on my hands today...and I've been stuck indoors...waiting.
Need to change my attitude. NOW!
I guess some people call this excitement, I call it excruciating. Others believe in me so much that I've become dumbfounded. How can so many people be so stupid? Or, how can I be so blind? I've crossed oceans to rid myself of this crippling fear of failure...I guess I have to cross a few volcanoes too.
I'm about to embark on a new challenge and like always...I fear and loathe it. This time though, I'm not sure if I will succeed. I know, this is a defeatist attitude. I guess I need to learn a few more things or I need to get out of my apartment. Too much time on my hands today...and I've been stuck indoors...waiting.
Need to change my attitude. NOW!