Jun 03, 2006 13:11
bleh
bbaaaaah to the bad man with the conscience. keep the monster in my throat, chocking me with my fury. loose him from me, his cage, let him rage. these are the streets that made him of me. my very own jekyll, my dangerous duality. when he screams it rings in my ears and the fear is only that he will win or wage his wars again. we share a face, a voice, who will ever beleive it wasnt me? i rip at his throat and strangle myself, but hey, i held out at least this long. i think he is tired. i need to sleep for awhile. i must be home.
eccentric, yes, alive, depending on the hour. alas thy fingers caress my skin until blood smears from the wound. i feel this, this unforgiving fiend. unnatural inaction, fear that his will be done. we are who we are, but i am us both. how will i live ten more years this way. holding so large an evil, inside so small a cage. sidenote: i broke 120 lbs last week, but back to 119 today.