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[a_homeless_soul]

it is a manifestation, you see,
an emotional mirage
that comforts some other part of me
like a genius stricken
with mental poverty
wandering the streets of the mind
becoming increasingly
lost and confined
to alley ways and shadows
and darkness that lies
under fathoms......... of rejection
as to ideas or appearence
trying hard to remember
when there was no such interference.
knowing sometime, somewhere
these things did occur, but having
no recollection of the feelings
or distance between then and now.
and then i disappear.

ahhhhh im bored.