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k so i havent updated in awhile and i think thats because i havent had anything to say. The pathetic thing is, i still dont. Summer is going by way way too fast a lot of the ppl i really care about are kinda fading out of my life and i dunno things just dont feel right. Im just really bored with everything, i used to have fun partying and drinking smoking the works but its lost its interest and im just over it. It just feels like the ppl who i cared about the most have all stepped out of my life and i dont want them to, i did everything i could to hold on and keep my best freinds close but shit happens i guess and i just feel so alone. Wow that was kinda emo but watever. O and i cant write anymore, ive lost it. No ideas no story plots come to mind im so stuck and i hate. I used to be able to type for hours now i cant even squeeze a page out maybe i just need a change.