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yep. i think my insomnia's made a comeback.... went to bed b4 midnite, woke up around 3am and i'm still wide awake. WHAT THE FUCK. not good, not good at all.
i kind of like working the mid afternoon till evening shift because i can sleep in, go for a jog, and still have time to relax before heading in.
eating habits are outta whack too, as i'm trying to adapt to cooking for myself again with the folks gone for a couple weeks. makes me realize how lazy i've been now that they're not around. actually, i realize how useless my little sister is now that i think about it. she hasn't cooked a meal yet. we stocked up the freezer, i bought easy to cook food and she still doesn't do anything. dunno how she's gonna survive on her own when she moves out.
i desperately want to go on a vacation, but the downfall of having a new job is the limited alotted vacation time. fucking hell, i hope this is one of my last stops and don't have to jump around from job to job. honestly haven't been on a real vacation for over... what 8 years? i mean a week long or more vacation, not just a weekend thing. how fucking depressing is that??? damn.
time for a visit to the doctor for some new sleeping pills. whenever i have effing time or a day off.
i kind of like working the mid afternoon till evening shift because i can sleep in, go for a jog, and still have time to relax before heading in.
eating habits are outta whack too, as i'm trying to adapt to cooking for myself again with the folks gone for a couple weeks. makes me realize how lazy i've been now that they're not around. actually, i realize how useless my little sister is now that i think about it. she hasn't cooked a meal yet. we stocked up the freezer, i bought easy to cook food and she still doesn't do anything. dunno how she's gonna survive on her own when she moves out.
i desperately want to go on a vacation, but the downfall of having a new job is the limited alotted vacation time. fucking hell, i hope this is one of my last stops and don't have to jump around from job to job. honestly haven't been on a real vacation for over... what 8 years? i mean a week long or more vacation, not just a weekend thing. how fucking depressing is that??? damn.
time for a visit to the doctor for some new sleeping pills. whenever i have effing time or a day off.