May 29, 2007 01:23
i'm not taking vacation till the end of summer. but thank goodness we have long weekends. canada day weekend, civic holiday weekend.
i can't turn my brain off when i leave work. the amount of work i just accumulated due to the re-vamping of our our campaign just increased threefold. we went from 20 ppl to a 50 plus team. you'd think they would post a position for someone to be an assistant to me, but nooooooo... not yet. and yes, i asked for an assistant. as of right now, i am the head of quality management. i oversee the auditing of people's sales calls, monitor their progress and deal with client requests. 2 conference calls a week. 2 weekly reports.
all that prolly means next to nothing for you guys, but what i'm trying to get at, is that i'm starting to feel overwhelmed. most of you know my personality, and how i am very anal with alot of stuff. i like doing things independently. but i'm starting to realize that i take on too much at once because i consider it multi tasking, when in reality... i'm over working myself.
i haven't been sleeping well lately. i'm up at retarded times of the nite for several hours in a very sporadic pattern.
i don't have a family doctor up here. i should try to get in with the one my parents goto. i don't think there's any natural remedy to this. it's just a matter of me manning up and actually getting it checked out. but i won't lie to y'all... i hate doctors. or maybe i'm just afraid of the potential outcome......
what sucks is that i'm looking forward to the end of summer for 2 things, vacation and a new house. once u're in the working world. summer really means nothing but staring out the window while people on the outside are enjoying the weather.