my new doo
well today me and sum sum cut my hair to my chin. it looks cute it think. i dont know how everyone at school will react but i really dont care so it doesnt matter. lately i've been just hanging out with justin doug sum sum and monica. its been loads of fun. Monica and doug kissed it made me smile.... a lot. i love them together. i'm alone, but thats ok. andrew accually moved to washington.. i must say i do miss him more then i thought i would after all the shit that happened. but i am just a stupid girl. haha. i have to tell the truth... i am major jealous of monica and doug, not really them, just them.. does anyone know what i mean?! i am so freaking happy for monica but at the same time i'm screaming inside because its so unfair. i want what she has.. not doug just what her and doug have.. to have a guy that acts like doug does toward monica but toward me.. they make me so depressed. and now word on the street is that justin likes her too. shes so pretty i hate her! ugg. hopefully things will turn around. doubtful but the hope is there. anywho i'm going to go.