looking up
i geuss my life isnt just an empty black hole of dispare after all.. Things are starting to look up. i have a job now at the meadows mall inside the vans store. i am really exsited! my friend kalie got the job too!! i cant wait! lol. though things are looking up in the one department, at home and in my social life things still are not so grand. my dad has been very grumpy and so has my sister! i swear something died in monicas ass!! she is acting crazy! we are still moving. my dad has chosen th other side of town. i swear i think he is doing it on purpose!!i want to scream and cry! noone will ever come to the new house if its all the way in buttfuck eygpt!!! i have come to the conclusion that i have some kind of boy repleant. i swear!!i am madly in love with a boy and he wants nothing to do with me! ugg i think he might go to homecoming wih my ex- best friend and if he does i will be so pist! man i'll probably do something crazy! lol. well i should get going. peace!