Jul 23, 2008 22:55
I know that my life was sort of neutral and without excitement lately, but I don't think I had a stroke-scare for my mom in line for something to give me something to do.
The good thing is that the CT Scans showed nothing, so she's okay, but to go from lazily watching TV to being asked to take her to the clinic to her showing possible signs of a stroke was way too much and too fast. We spent the whole afternoon and until just now in the hospital awaiting word and thank God she's okay. I could've been there until forever just to know it's nothing. Call me a pussy or whatever, but I'm just not sure what I would do with myself if I lost her, especially right now. But good thing I don't have to worry about that.
She just came into the room to thank for tonight and it got semi-emotional. God dammit. I need a cigarette.