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i went to bed around 11 last night, early for my normal saturday nights and i am glad because my cramps woke me up around 7:30. man i am bloated. my blisters are hardening and they don't hurt so bad anymore and i am glad cause i work all morning at joann's. other than that i really have no plans when i get off. i am hoping to get some coffee today and get my coffee fix over with. maybe i'll bring my homework with me and hit up a local book store or something. the amount i read yesterday is insane. and i have just as much to finish before thursday. i am still working on "lame deer" in the meantime. yesterday jen and i went to withlacoochee state forest and explored our way through some underground caves. it was awesome. we both felt like little kids again, that was my goal. i have long debated what makes you an adult? what is the key marker in into your adult hood? i felt like this summer was the summer i grew up. i could drink legally and i went to bars and had a beer. it was new and fun but at the same time, i fear growing up and it made me depressed. it was too surreal for me to be drinking legally at a bar in ybor. i hate that i can't do things like i did yesterday more often. but i am making it a goal of mine that i am going to. i have already mentioned to my friends about camping. well, i am going. if you want to come that's cool. i'll let you know when i figure out a time and place. it won't be thanksgiving weekend because i forgot i have two retail jobs...but somewhere around there. be ready.