Long needed update...

Dec 27, 2005 03:27

So despite the cheery holiday mood that seems to spread during Christmas I've been feeling a little antisocial lately. I don't know why but I've kind of just been in the mood for little gatherings, and kind of being in a new scene. I've been hanging out with Kate Z a lot lately. It's been a nice change of pace, we've had lots of fun, and gotten ourselves in lots of silly predicaments, but we've made it out okay too. I wouldn't change it, thats for sure. Its been nice catching up and talking with her, I've really spent a lot of time with her. I feel like I'm neglecting everyone else, and I don't mean to, I just can't explain this mood I'm in.

Um, boys are dumb, and they lie. Let's leave it at that and move on...

So Christmas was actually quite nice for me. It was nice and peaceful and I got everything I asked for and more. And while that's nice it's not important, what is, is that for two whole days my parents and I got along and actually spent some quality time together. Holidays really aren't the same without my grandparents and my cousins here, but I feel like this is the first one since everyone hasn't come home that it felt complete. There wasn't tension or arguing or taking things out on each other, we all just kind of got along. I got lots of messages from everyone wishing me a Merry Christmas, that was really nice, I sent out a lot too, in case I missed anyone I hope everyone did indeed have a Merry Christmas.

Christmas seemed to sneak up on me this year and now its kind of weird to think that it's actually already over. But that just means that New Years is that much closer, and this year means that Tori's wedding is in less then a week now. 5 days away to be exact. But I'm actually finally completely ready for that too. (minus the fact I still need pantyhose) But I have my dress, shoes, purse, and I know how I'm going to do my hair. And I even secured my date tonight. Nate agreed to go, and it was a lot easier then I thought, I hate talking to people about things like that but he was just like sure, ok sounds good. Easy enough I suppose. But its all so final now, I'm nervous about it. I mean I know it's going to be lots of fun and I'm so excited. But even though I have everything there is still things to be done, I work everyday until Saturday and I need to squeeze in getting my nails done, and Kate and I already booked Wed and Thurs for clubbing. So I'm going to have one exhausting week. If this is how my new year is looking to shape up I'm not sure if I can handle that...ha.

I've rediscovered my love for Rascal Flatts. They've released a new single that I'm uttering in love with. And since I listened to it last night I think it was I've been back full swing in my country phase and listening to all of my Rascal Flatts cd's. But I haven't forgotten about the Spill Canvas, they're still my tanning cd and and I will be at those concerts.

Well I think those are the important updates, I don't seem to have the desire to write as often I as I used to. Guess it's just a series of phases thats all. Since I'm still kind of awake I'm gonna give this yahoo thing one more try and get these damn pics posted finally, if not then tomorrow night I'll open a new webshots account and just make it private and share the username/password on here, privately of course. Does that sound ok to everyone? Well let me know...and again hope everyone had a great holiday. And Happy New Year if I don't make an appearance on here again before then.

*melissa
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