"Hold me responsible, it's all my fault. I want you to hold me anyway you can..."
I've been enjoying my days off so much. Today was wonderful I didn't have to wake up to an alarm. I watched my soap feeding that addiction. I ate an english muffin because I haven't had one of those in forever! I got really lucky when my computer turned on this morning considering last night my sweet little kitties knocked a glass of water on it. And I just hopped out of the shower and I'm sitting in sweats. It feels fantastic. I also did some more cleaning and preparing for my room. It's slowly becoming what I want. I even did some studying. It's been a great day and it's only like 4:30. Still so much time left to do things :-).
So I've been cleaning out a lot of things I've had packed away for what seems like ages. I was doing really good with getting rid of the unnecessary and things that I didn't really need or want anymore, but today it seems like I don't want to get rid of anything. I haven't successfully cleaned out a whole tote yet today. And I just don't have space for everything I want to keep. I think my next project will be getting rid of cheap frames that have seen better days. And then once I have a collection of frames that I want to keep it's time to update the pictures. Something I haven't done since freshman year of college or before. I also need to go through my huge basket of socks and throw half of them away that are way too worn out to be wearing. Ha it's slightly odd that the biggest dilema I currently have is what to get rid of. I have also discovered that I have so much scrapbooking stuff that I didn't even know about. Stuff that I bought and just packed right up, it kind of feels like Christmas when I find everything.
I didn't make any new years resolutions, but I think I'm going to make a few now. The first is quite simple, I just want to promise myself that I'm going to be happy. I've found closure for just about all the loose ends I always got caught up on. So my second is to allow myself to completely move on from everything in the past. Because it's not okay to live in the past. It is okay to keep friends forever though, so my last "resolution" is to keep in touch with all my friends and to make new friends every now and again too. I think I've changed a lot, and I like being content with who I am. So I guess that's all that matters. Technically since it's not new years anymore I guess these don't count as "resolutions" and I generally hate the idea of them, so they'll be my personal goals.
Well on that note I'm going to go clear out some more clutter and hopefully keep my mom from going on another pyscho rampage. Ha I still secretly enjoy making her mad from time to time. That's kind of mean though. I think another goal is going to be saving some money and maybe just maybe moving out this summer. It could happen...
Melissa
P.S. I'm totally in love with Sara Bareilles! I've been listening to her album Careful Confessions day in and day out. Everyone should listen to her. Love the music!
So I've been cleaning out a lot of things I've had packed away for what seems like ages. I was doing really good with getting rid of the unnecessary and things that I didn't really need or want anymore, but today it seems like I don't want to get rid of anything. I haven't successfully cleaned out a whole tote yet today. And I just don't have space for everything I want to keep. I think my next project will be getting rid of cheap frames that have seen better days. And then once I have a collection of frames that I want to keep it's time to update the pictures. Something I haven't done since freshman year of college or before. I also need to go through my huge basket of socks and throw half of them away that are way too worn out to be wearing. Ha it's slightly odd that the biggest dilema I currently have is what to get rid of. I have also discovered that I have so much scrapbooking stuff that I didn't even know about. Stuff that I bought and just packed right up, it kind of feels like Christmas when I find everything.
I didn't make any new years resolutions, but I think I'm going to make a few now. The first is quite simple, I just want to promise myself that I'm going to be happy. I've found closure for just about all the loose ends I always got caught up on. So my second is to allow myself to completely move on from everything in the past. Because it's not okay to live in the past. It is okay to keep friends forever though, so my last "resolution" is to keep in touch with all my friends and to make new friends every now and again too. I think I've changed a lot, and I like being content with who I am. So I guess that's all that matters. Technically since it's not new years anymore I guess these don't count as "resolutions" and I generally hate the idea of them, so they'll be my personal goals.
Well on that note I'm going to go clear out some more clutter and hopefully keep my mom from going on another pyscho rampage. Ha I still secretly enjoy making her mad from time to time. That's kind of mean though. I think another goal is going to be saving some money and maybe just maybe moving out this summer. It could happen...
Melissa
P.S. I'm totally in love with Sara Bareilles! I've been listening to her album Careful Confessions day in and day out. Everyone should listen to her. Love the music!