Angel Card of the Day: Transformation
Hello livejournal. So this is what my saturday nights have turned in now that I'm 21. Ha. Not really. I'm just being a bum tonight and it feels spectacular. Although I do find it funny that I spend more friday and saturday nights at home or just out and about chilling then anything else, what's up with that? Seems like Wednesday nights take the prize for being out at the bar. Doesn't seem right, but I like it.
So much is different now, I don't even know what I was up to last time I wrote in this thing. I remember when I used to avidly come home to my computer and write my latest update and analyze all the drama and all the "important" things in my life, I remember when I wrote like three times a day. Crazy. It all seems irrelevant now. But those past entries and old journals are so much fun to read again, I can laugh forever at things we used to do. Wow.
So life, life is good. Work is great. I'm about to take a Photographic Consultant Training Test, once I'm certified it just means more money and something else for my resume. School, I'm adjusting to that. Still wrapping my head around this whole actually having to attend class thing. But I shall get back in the swing of things. It took me forever to find my calculator the other day. And then I actually had to clean out a bookbag to put books in, who would have thought.
I finally painted my room this lovely dark shade of purple. And my walls are finally beginning to look like mine again. Covered in snowflakes a pictures. I have to say the new giant snowflake Erin bought my for my birthday fits just right :-). My closet is still a work in progress. And I still have lots of things packed up, but I guess any progress is good considering I still have things packed from VJC. Found my angel cards after I painted. I missed them. And now I fell in love with them all over again.
Speaking of which, transformation. So oddly fitting for my life right now. I feel like I'm in a stage of change. Change is good. Although I'm watching changes around me that aren't so good, at least not happy right now, I do suppose that's all apart of growing up. Things are looking up at home. My mom seems to be doing better and for the most part we get along. I don't talk about that much, I hope it doesn't seem like I don't care, it's just weird to talk about.
As said before Wednesday nights are my new favorite night of the week. That's because for five bucks I can drink all I want at Dead Freddies. Love ladies night. Also love my bar buddy Sarah. And Jenn has become quite the regular too! Love it.
Friends. Well I miss some of my friends and some I feel like I've gotten really close to all over again and it's nice. It's a never ending cycle I suppose of drifting apart and finding each other again. Time and distance can do that to people. But it is good to know in the end we'll find each other and we're alway there.
So I feel like I just wrote the most vaguest in depth update on my life. Ha. But I do suppose this is my life in a nutshell currently. And I like it. And I like liking it. It's fun to not be bitter. (But no worries there will still be Love Sucks Day celebrations, bitterness not required!) Enough of this. Until next time.
Melissa
So much is different now, I don't even know what I was up to last time I wrote in this thing. I remember when I used to avidly come home to my computer and write my latest update and analyze all the drama and all the "important" things in my life, I remember when I wrote like three times a day. Crazy. It all seems irrelevant now. But those past entries and old journals are so much fun to read again, I can laugh forever at things we used to do. Wow.
So life, life is good. Work is great. I'm about to take a Photographic Consultant Training Test, once I'm certified it just means more money and something else for my resume. School, I'm adjusting to that. Still wrapping my head around this whole actually having to attend class thing. But I shall get back in the swing of things. It took me forever to find my calculator the other day. And then I actually had to clean out a bookbag to put books in, who would have thought.
I finally painted my room this lovely dark shade of purple. And my walls are finally beginning to look like mine again. Covered in snowflakes a pictures. I have to say the new giant snowflake Erin bought my for my birthday fits just right :-). My closet is still a work in progress. And I still have lots of things packed up, but I guess any progress is good considering I still have things packed from VJC. Found my angel cards after I painted. I missed them. And now I fell in love with them all over again.
Speaking of which, transformation. So oddly fitting for my life right now. I feel like I'm in a stage of change. Change is good. Although I'm watching changes around me that aren't so good, at least not happy right now, I do suppose that's all apart of growing up. Things are looking up at home. My mom seems to be doing better and for the most part we get along. I don't talk about that much, I hope it doesn't seem like I don't care, it's just weird to talk about.
As said before Wednesday nights are my new favorite night of the week. That's because for five bucks I can drink all I want at Dead Freddies. Love ladies night. Also love my bar buddy Sarah. And Jenn has become quite the regular too! Love it.
Friends. Well I miss some of my friends and some I feel like I've gotten really close to all over again and it's nice. It's a never ending cycle I suppose of drifting apart and finding each other again. Time and distance can do that to people. But it is good to know in the end we'll find each other and we're alway there.
So I feel like I just wrote the most vaguest in depth update on my life. Ha. But I do suppose this is my life in a nutshell currently. And I like it. And I like liking it. It's fun to not be bitter. (But no worries there will still be Love Sucks Day celebrations, bitterness not required!) Enough of this. Until next time.
Melissa