it might hapen

Sep 19, 2005 21:32

I feel Like caca..
i wish i could stay in a corner of my room for eva, w/ all the lights turn off, only w.\ 1 candle lighting up the space. I wish i could drown myself in Drugs and alcohol everyday...
i cut my skin hoping that it might be deep enough to make me faint...
I Puke only praying for that i will not gain anymore numbers.
I only try not to eat, to see if maybe one day i could finally despaired

i wish fo so many things in life, and not 1 wish has come true...
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