i sleep with the light on, just in case you come home ; & kiss me goodnight.

Sep 05, 2005 12:38

ok so summer is like oficially over tommarow ?
scary .. very very scarryy .. i dont know what im gunna do. really, highschool.. o gawd. lol im having like a nervous breakdown.

this summer wasnt even anything to remember, at first i thought it was going to be amazing, it all started out with heather , when we took our trip to toronto. That had to of been one of the funnest times EVER ! from that time, i thought summer was going to be amazing, but for like 5 days i just stayed home, didnt do much of anything, went to the mall a couple times with heather, spent some time with brittany. then the worst happened, heather left for cobourg * its only gunna be 2 weeks samantha its ok * yeah, thats what i tried telling myself when like my best friend went like 6 hours away to visit some friends. 2 weeks turned into 3, 3 into 4, and it ended up being like 6 ! while she was gone all i really did was stay at the trailer with brittany and sit at home, sometimes going places with rayven or something, nothing really that big !

But id have to say the 2nd funnest thing i did was when i went to colasantis with brittany. i wanted to go so bad, and then we went, we had a really good day and a lot of fun. i stayed at her trailer for like 3 or 4 weeks during the summer, sometimes it was fun, others it was just boring, brittany likes to watch the same movies over and over again and i dont really like that :)

Then the day came, heather was comming home i was so happy no one even knew. Nick came over that day and we were planning on surprising heather when she got home at 5. but when we were sitting on the couch watching oprah while nick was closing his eyes cause he saw blood, the phone rang , and guess who it was, HEATHER ! she said she was comming over, when i unlocked the front door to let her in she nearly killed me lol. she was so happy / excited to be home, it was amazing. later on we went for a walk etc. and came home and had chinese food. Then we went to the mall to meet jesse, ya the mall was fun ! we saw daryl and scott, and heather saw a couple of her friends.

For like a week after she came home, all she could talk about was cobourg, i can admit sometimes it was annoying just hearing the same things over and over, but it was nice to know she had a good time while she was up there.

one time we pulled an all nighter, but we actually didnt mean to .. we just went to bed at 2, and we were talking and we didnt relize it was 5 ? so we went with my mom to drive my dad to work, then heather went on the computer and downloaded a million christmas songs, then we walked to timmies. we walked back to my house, we were pose to go to lasalle that day, but by 11 am we were both crashed lol, i tried staying up but it was so hard, espcially seeing heather sleep. That was a funny day, when heather is tired she gets this hard scottish accent, and she laughs a lot its pretty funny :)

Rayven and i kinda fought a lot this summer, mostly over a guy, and something i learned , i already knew but i know it for sure now. Dont keep anything from a best friend, no matter what it is, how stupid it sounds or how dumb it makes YOU sound. That person is gunna be there for you whetever you do, otherwise they arent your best friend.

So orientation with heather. o that felt so surreal, everything feels surreal right now its unbelievable ! it was good, i guess. even though im not in any classes with heather, Nikko, Ethan, or even Jenna. That really sucks, o well ill be able to meet a lot of new people, and i guess that will be fun :)

Classes ;

8:30 - 9:48 10:00 - 11:15 11:20 - 12:35
Mathh (N) Gymm (N) Geography (Y)

12:00 - 1:15 1:20 - 2:35
Lunch English

Wippeee ;

lol, the uniforms are the funniest thing, went to pick heathers up with her, and all she did was complain how the pants go up her butt crack :O . lol gotta love the whole " its going up my butt crack im not wearing them like a granny " routine :P

This last week went by so fast, been doing some school shopping, babysitting. Went to the mall today with heather to get our back packs and tommarow we are going to do all that last minute crap, u know the most important stuff u forget about like having math class 1st semester 1st period and not having a calculator ? lol. We stopped by cristinas moms place to say hi , and see the new shop and she offered us a job 5-9 everyday after school. thats pretty good, i wonder how much she will pay us :P

Chris and i broke up yesterday, today would have been our 50th day :|. ok i dont care what anyone says , i think hes really cool and i like him, who cares what he really looks like or anything as long as i like them thats all that matters, amen. yeah ive been having that conversation with heather a lot lately , but she doesnt seem to get it ? o well . <3 love him forever

So my summer was nothing special, and everything has been so surreal !
tommarow is school :(
i will write how school goes, hopefully amazing !

Love,
- Samantha Marie
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