Bulldoze The Life Out Of Me
I've applied almost everywhere.
To places that said they were accepting applications (fuck you, Target)
To places that aren't but are accepting applications.
*grunt*
I don't know what to do.
I'm at the end of my unemployment rope and am about to apply at Subway >.<
OOOOOGH!
So anyway, onto an updateish.
Friday should be good.
Garlen, Roo, and I are going to LCC so that I can talk to a councelor about setting up classes to go over a sofar undecided degree.
My choices have been narrowed down to...
Politcal Science
Theatre
Computer Information Systems
Speech Communication
...Yeah, I don't know yet.
I still have a day to figure it out ^^;
I also find myself crushing on a boy. Buuuut I don't know what to do about it. Cause like, even if we liked eachother, I don't know if we could date. Certain circumstances make it confusing for me >_>
The fact that I haven't been able to get over this girl yet is really bothering me. But not in the sense that it makes me sad that we aren't dating and junk, but that I'm allowing myself to be attached to people who have in some way ripped at my emo heart. It's annoying. But everytime I see her my eyes explode with tears and my knees suddenly don't exist and I want to hide and stalk from afar.
To sum up this rabble:
Life is mostly ghay with a hint of okayness.
*shrugs*
To places that said they were accepting applications (fuck you, Target)
To places that aren't but are accepting applications.
*grunt*
I don't know what to do.
I'm at the end of my unemployment rope and am about to apply at Subway >.<
OOOOOGH!
So anyway, onto an updateish.
Friday should be good.
Garlen, Roo, and I are going to LCC so that I can talk to a councelor about setting up classes to go over a sofar undecided degree.
My choices have been narrowed down to...
Politcal Science
Theatre
Computer Information Systems
Speech Communication
...Yeah, I don't know yet.
I still have a day to figure it out ^^;
I also find myself crushing on a boy. Buuuut I don't know what to do about it. Cause like, even if we liked eachother, I don't know if we could date. Certain circumstances make it confusing for me >_>
The fact that I haven't been able to get over this girl yet is really bothering me. But not in the sense that it makes me sad that we aren't dating and junk, but that I'm allowing myself to be attached to people who have in some way ripped at my emo heart. It's annoying. But everytime I see her my eyes explode with tears and my knees suddenly don't exist and I want to hide and stalk from afar.
To sum up this rabble:
Life is mostly ghay with a hint of okayness.
*shrugs*