So this is how it's going to go #1

Jul 02, 2010 00:17

I'm going to copy + paste what I wrote and underneath put my present commentary on it.

Transferred Blog #1
Title: "AND THEN I BECAME OBSESSED."

No Date. Just the oldest one on there.

CURRENT MOOD:CONFESSIONAL
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Dear _____;
Once I had a myspace blog and I wrote in it faithfully, day by day I added a little something and somehow I found myself becoming popular getting quite a lot of views and comments in my old account. And then I became obsessed. I had to write everyday and much to the delight of my subscribers I made more entries, more and more and it took over my life. I live for my fans because for once I was wanted, needed, loved. If only by complete strangers. And so one day I came to the realization that this was no life for me. I didn't want to be just another unknown writer so gradually I started removing my entries until I had none left and then I disappeared and left my fans in dissapointment. it broke my heart, but I still have those entries stored away and have put them to better use. I AM SO SORRY!!!But I had to...If only you would understand. But you can't and you won't. It's called Sacrificial rights.
~ I send you my love ~

A.Gates.

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Even back then, however many years ago that was, I was still under my fake name, never using my real name. Never wanting to. But I do remember having fans. It was nice but distracting me from my books. Hmm. I know if I keep blogging, I will gather up a bit of a fanbase again but I don't want to at this moment.

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