Aug 16, 2005 02:03
past few days have been same.
today i really didnt do a damn thing.
just sat and watched more tv than anyone should in their entire lifetime.
jammed finally with the boys and didnt get like shit done so it sucked but yea.
i won a game of poker and won some money.
i have like 10 bux left. i always end up spending my money on food.
been doin a lot of thinking lately since its pretty much all i can do
and ive come to realize a few things about myself.
i can be a real asshole to people that i really do care about.
i can get quite jealous.
i worry a lot.
im kind of worried about whats gonna happen in the future. but kinda excited at the same time.
i think its kind of time for some change though.
i really dont know what im going to do with my life.
i know i'll figure it out, so im not too worried about it.
i really think things are gonna start changing.
i kinda hope they do though, but then again i dont really know. who does.
the same
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