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So I wake up today and my entire body is hurting. My arm brusie and my foot swollen in pain. I hope I didnt fracture anything.. cause you know me.. I will wait it out till its green.
I havent gone to the doctors, I dont care to much anymore about my numbness, I kinda enjoy it.
I want to go to austin again so bad. I met this girl Nat that has almost what I have, but hers is cancerous. Im just hoping that whatever I have doesnt turn out to be what she has.
I was told while I was gone that my cat ranaway. It was gone the entire time I was in austin and they bearly found him last night. Whooah! Im glad hes back.
Ive had a lot of things on my mind. I dont know how to fix things. Ive never been in this situation before. Its like everything I say is wrong anyways. I dont have patience to talk to people.. and Im not good with talking to people who are pissed. Its like I get really offensive when they say something mean but I shouldnt. I deserve it.
I deserve everything Im going to get.. I just hope that it dies soon.
Tomorrow I need to find a job. I think that is something Im going to do in the day time. I already got my classfieds ready. I was thinking of going to clinics since I have a lot of experience there... But them after thinking about it I decided that wasnt such a bright idea.
Well..
I think that Im done with this entry.. my hand hurts and so does my head.
<3
Monikie
I havent gone to the doctors, I dont care to much anymore about my numbness, I kinda enjoy it.
I want to go to austin again so bad. I met this girl Nat that has almost what I have, but hers is cancerous. Im just hoping that whatever I have doesnt turn out to be what she has.
I was told while I was gone that my cat ranaway. It was gone the entire time I was in austin and they bearly found him last night. Whooah! Im glad hes back.
Ive had a lot of things on my mind. I dont know how to fix things. Ive never been in this situation before. Its like everything I say is wrong anyways. I dont have patience to talk to people.. and Im not good with talking to people who are pissed. Its like I get really offensive when they say something mean but I shouldnt. I deserve it.
I deserve everything Im going to get.. I just hope that it dies soon.
Tomorrow I need to find a job. I think that is something Im going to do in the day time. I already got my classfieds ready. I was thinking of going to clinics since I have a lot of experience there... But them after thinking about it I decided that wasnt such a bright idea.
Well..
I think that Im done with this entry.. my hand hurts and so does my head.
<3
Monikie