Apr 08, 2010 15:15
Today, I only had two classes which I struggled through before coming home to do some homework and attempt a nap. The nap kinda made my head hurt, but it is all good now. I am going to make myself some ramen because I'm hungry because I skipped lunch and hopefully then I can just wait to eat dinner for when I get back to my dorm or possibly get some pizza 2 go.
Tonight I am going to an event. I have no idea what it is, but the little blurb on my Journalism Events Calendar reads like this:
"The Beehive Design Collective is a wildly motivated, all-volunteer, art-activist collective whose mission is to "Cross pollinate the grassroots" through the creation of collaborative, anti-copyright images that serve to deconstruct complex and often misunderstood geopolitical issues. The Bees will hold presentations on the resistance to corporate globalization and resource extraction in Latin America from 12- 1pm on Lowry Mall (weather permitting) and at 7 pm in Ellis Auditorium, both on the MU campus. The presentations will be free and open to the public."
Whatever! There is a strange pain in the back of my leg.
Yesterday, Matt and I had a huge thing. Where we both freaked out about the future of our relationship. How I am insecure and he feels like that is his fault. I am just really hoping that I can get over myself and we can move on. It just really hurts my feelings that I'm not "as good as" I want to be. Or who I want to be, rather.
I have to write a paragraph for my Religion paper and then maybe head over to Plaza 900 and turn in my EZCharge form, which will actually make life a little easier for the next few days.
I just wish that everything could be good again. I just wish that I could have some stability that I could count on and then it really wouldn't matter whether or not things are good.
I am still sad about Chris and I am still sad that I have more things to do and I can't just crawl back in bed right now.