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Feb 18, 2010 12:35

 Why the fuck is it that EVERY time I sleep with a girl I actually like (not one-night stands) for the first time I can NEVER get off?!

I mean fucking seriously.  What the fuck is wrong with me?  I know pretty much from now on, every time we have sex I'll get off but it's always the first time I never do.  I'm just pissed because she thought she was the reason I couldn't get off and I had to explain the situation to her and basically beg and plead my case to make her see it wasn't her fault because honestly... it was really good.

Good good sex yup yup.  I'm embarrassed because of what happened.  I mean she got off but then she started getting the idea that maybe she sucks and she's loose.  Which she's not.  Definitely not loose.  Now does she suck.  Good good sex.  I'm just a fuck-tard.

Whatever.  She got off.  That's all that matters right?

On the bright side at least now I'll be getting sex regularly after a year-long dry spell.  But this is more than just sex.  This is actually going to be a relationship.  She just needs a little time to deal with some family issues.  That's cool though because I really like this girl so it's whatever.

Thank fucking god.
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