imbecile
last blog was very bitchy, and representative of a bad mood no longer present.
Having trouble as of late...
A lot of conflict going on inside...
Having trouble finding a bettter job. No surprise there, I suppose. I am thinking a lot about going back to professional writing. It's something I can do from anywhere, and make pretty good money at it. Easier for me to get my foot in the door than at an actual nine to five. That's not what I want to write about though...
I have a hard time keeping my mouth shut when I know I should. I have a hard time accepting things I can't do anything about. I have a hard time sitting idly by while being told "no, you can't do that."
I really want to scream something, but what, I don't know. It really seems that whatever it is will not become any clearer while sitting in my chair reading philosophy, or spending hours of my night at work in meditation.
Sometimes, things suck. You do what you can to move on, but sometimes it takes a while. Just keep in mind that eventually you will, and that everything does happen for some reason, whether it be clear or not. You can't very well spend your life fighting every little thing that doesn't go your way, no matter how much you may want to. Accept, and be happy for what you have. Fuck philosophy.... no, don't.
Having trouble as of late...
A lot of conflict going on inside...
Having trouble finding a bettter job. No surprise there, I suppose. I am thinking a lot about going back to professional writing. It's something I can do from anywhere, and make pretty good money at it. Easier for me to get my foot in the door than at an actual nine to five. That's not what I want to write about though...
I have a hard time keeping my mouth shut when I know I should. I have a hard time accepting things I can't do anything about. I have a hard time sitting idly by while being told "no, you can't do that."
I really want to scream something, but what, I don't know. It really seems that whatever it is will not become any clearer while sitting in my chair reading philosophy, or spending hours of my night at work in meditation.
Sometimes, things suck. You do what you can to move on, but sometimes it takes a while. Just keep in mind that eventually you will, and that everything does happen for some reason, whether it be clear or not. You can't very well spend your life fighting every little thing that doesn't go your way, no matter how much you may want to. Accept, and be happy for what you have. Fuck philosophy.... no, don't.