Dec 04, 2005 00:51
Isn't it just typical? Just when I truly come to conclusion that I'm very happy and way better off being single and that I don't need any walking distractions with a dick-supplement bugging around in my life, HE shows up. It's been only a few weeks but it seems to be heading somewhere good. We get along well, he makes me laugh, turns me on, makes me think, takes care of me... It does freak me out a little bit, to be totally honest, and I'm very cautious. Still, I spoke to Ela on the phone the other day and she said something along the lines of "you know, we've all been hurt, scarred and are afraid of being fucked over again but just try and enjoy the moment". And, as always, she's right - I'm doing my best not to be my usual catastrophe-foreseeing self and go with the flow. HE really seems to be worth it.
I'm also getting very excited about going home - two weeks left! Of course, I haven't sorted the presents and such yet but there's still some time left. I've been exceptionally good at keeping positive frame of mind this winter so I might get through the festive period this year without having a nervous breakdown. Ah, drama-drama-drama...
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