bleh.
so this summer i have been having a lot of fun, but everything is still pretty sucky at the same time. by friday i'll have worked 20 out of the past 21 days. lots of working. really tiring. i went to the beach today with Kim Nicole and Danielle. we had a lot of fun. i go to cancun in like a week with my family and Danielle. i seriously can not wait. it is going to be amazing. ive been running everyday for like two weeks. i realized it helps make me feel a lot better about everything. i don't know why or how, but i feel better after i run. still i dunno, i wish it was last summer. everything was so much better than. i had things im missing now that made me happier than i ever could have realized. i guess it taught me the hardest lessons ive had to learn, but i wish i could have not had to learn them. if that makes any sense. im rambling about dumb stuff that is never going to change som im just going to stop now.