And The Bomb was dropped
February 16th 2005
The day started off wonderful. I was in such a good freakin mood. It was amazing. So lunch rolls around and Tara and I go with JT. We get back to school and drop Tara off at Newton and then Jt and I head to cheerleading. I go in get changed and start workin on cheerleading stuff. The next thing I know Matt Escue is tellin me my sister is on the phone. With a quick "Thanks Matt." I run to the phone. I pick it up and say hello and all I hear is crying. I listen patiently for my sister to spill the news that my grandfather haas been placed on life support and my mother is leaving at 5:30 to go see him. I got light headed and my legs just weakened. I fell backwards and sat on the floor. I couldnt believe what I was hearing. I hung up the phone and couldnt stop crying. When I got to swimming I called JT to have him come get me and take me home. I showed no emotion what so ever. I just sat down.... maybe walked around a bit.... that was all. JT and Jordan were goin to go running and I thought that would be a wonderful idea. I needed to get my mind on something else. so I went with them. Im outta shape..... So we went back to their apartment and Jordan said he wanted to take us out to eat... this was at about.... 5:30. So we go to eat and I hadta be home at 7 so after that... I went home. My dad walks in and tells me that while my parents were waitin for my moms plane my grandfather passed away. Now strangely enough JT and I were talkin about him between 5 and 5:15 and I can remember sayin I wanted him to go easy... just to go becuz I knew how much pain he was in. at the moment I was saying that he passed. I couldnt be alone after my dad told me that. I made JT come over.... Im gonna miss him. I really wanted him to see me graduate. I knew it was a long shot but I really wanted it. I love him and miss him terribly.
February 16th 2005