My feelings won't get across, our bonds are torn apart
Who: Asagami Fujino and Yami Bakura
When: Friday
Where: Hope's End
Summary: Somehow, the want for bloodshed has lost its excitement.
Rating: R, just to be safe
Warnings: Violence, maybe language, and one woobie going too far.
[It'd be a lie to say that Fujino was merely uncomfortable about her actions and her relations with certain people.
For some time now, she had been wondering if she really was just pushing others away, all for the sake of Asura. But, that couldn't be right, could it? It's a betrayal in the first place to even question such loyalty to him. He understood her, took her in first, and more accordingly, he made her feel wanted. Nobody else would've done it had he not gotten to her first, so it should be fine, right?
But then, why is it that every time she thinks back on the moments where she's refused the help offered to get her away from him, her heart stings with the slightest pain? She chose to stick with him no matter what, so she very well knew the consequences, and she should have been able to coldly throw away those thoughts quickly.
And yet, she couldn't. The more she thought about it, the more it hurt. They cared for her, but Asura said that it was only because they chose to not fully accept her true self, the one who liked to murder, as they would never completely understand. But, if they did, then why do they keep striving to tell her that they really do care for her? Which one should she believe in?
To make things worse, someone else had entered her life unexpectedly, thus causing concern for her supposed undying loyalty to Asura. And, of all people, it was Bakura.
Truthfully, she was still unsure of what to make of him. At times, he'd seem condescending, but then she'd catch glimpses of what was maybe another side that made him more human. The urge to know about him more had risen considerably, and she did quite enjoy it. Yet, when she had asked Asura indirectly about him, he told her that it was mere manipulation.
Her emotions were in a constant turmoil as she dwelled on what was true and what wasn't, until it got to the point where she had a brief headache.
Not wanting to think about it anymore, she walked through a deserted area, hoping for some peace of mind.]
When: Friday
Where: Hope's End
Summary: Somehow, the want for bloodshed has lost its excitement.
Rating: R, just to be safe
Warnings: Violence, maybe language, and one woobie going too far.
[It'd be a lie to say that Fujino was merely uncomfortable about her actions and her relations with certain people.
For some time now, she had been wondering if she really was just pushing others away, all for the sake of Asura. But, that couldn't be right, could it? It's a betrayal in the first place to even question such loyalty to him. He understood her, took her in first, and more accordingly, he made her feel wanted. Nobody else would've done it had he not gotten to her first, so it should be fine, right?
But then, why is it that every time she thinks back on the moments where she's refused the help offered to get her away from him, her heart stings with the slightest pain? She chose to stick with him no matter what, so she very well knew the consequences, and she should have been able to coldly throw away those thoughts quickly.
And yet, she couldn't. The more she thought about it, the more it hurt. They cared for her, but Asura said that it was only because they chose to not fully accept her true self, the one who liked to murder, as they would never completely understand. But, if they did, then why do they keep striving to tell her that they really do care for her? Which one should she believe in?
To make things worse, someone else had entered her life unexpectedly, thus causing concern for her supposed undying loyalty to Asura. And, of all people, it was Bakura.
Truthfully, she was still unsure of what to make of him. At times, he'd seem condescending, but then she'd catch glimpses of what was maybe another side that made him more human. The urge to know about him more had risen considerably, and she did quite enjoy it. Yet, when she had asked Asura indirectly about him, he told her that it was mere manipulation.
Her emotions were in a constant turmoil as she dwelled on what was true and what wasn't, until it got to the point where she had a brief headache.
Not wanting to think about it anymore, she walked through a deserted area, hoping for some peace of mind.]