9TH RAGEQUIT | KARKAT VANTAS | TEXT
SO I NEED TO ASK SOME QUESTIONS
ABOUT LAST WEEK
SUCH AS WHAT THE FUCK EXACTLY HAPPENED BECAUSE I'VE ONLY REALIZED IN RETROSPECT THAT MY MEANS OF COMMUNICATION WERE BEING MESSED WITH THE ENTIRE TIME
SO I THINK I MISSED A BUNCH OF PROBABLY IMPORTANT STUFF.
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ABOUT LAST WEEK
SUCH AS WHAT THE FUCK EXACTLY HAPPENED BECAUSE I'VE ONLY REALIZED IN RETROSPECT THAT MY MEANS OF COMMUNICATION WERE BEING MESSED WITH THE ENTIRE TIME
SO I THINK I MISSED A BUNCH OF PROBABLY IMPORTANT STUFF.
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)(e wasn't
It wasn't )(im!
I don't know w)(o it was.
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FUCK I
FAKE SOLLUX DID I GUESS
I KNOW HE WOULDN'T
...
AT LEAST I FUCKING THOUGHT I DID
DID HE DO SOMETHING TO YOU TOO?
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I t)(ink t)(ey know it )(urts t)(e most if it looks like someone we care about 38(
I don't t)(ink Sollux remembers anyt)(ing
Anyfin!! 38P
It wasn't )(im, no ray no )(ow >38O
T)(ey just
T)(e Consortium are jerks
Yea)(, )(e did 38(
Are you ok?? Yukina could totally )(eal if you're )(urt, or Roxas or
someone!
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AT LEAST UP UNTIL THE POINT THEY
YOU KNOW.
DID YOU GET HEALED?
I HAVEN'T REALLY BEEN IN THE MOOD TO DEAL WITH PEOPLE.
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Ug)(, I can't glubbing believe I didn't realize
)(e was acting so calm, I t)(oug)(t
I don't know 38(
No 38P
I guess I didn't really want to see anyone eit)(er!
Sea
O)( glub it!
Yukina was one of t)(em too and
)(ey, )(ave you seen -Eridan? Is )(e ok?
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THEY KEPT SAYING ALL THIS SHIT THAT I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN WAS WRONG
BUT I'M SO FUCKING STUPID ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT I DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO NOTICE
THEY FUCKING TRICKED ME BY TELLING ME WHAT I WANTED TO HEAR
I'M SUCH A MORON
YEAH IT'S GODDAMN HILARIOUS HOW HAVING YOUR TRUST COMPLETELY BETRAYED LIKE THAT MAKES YOU NOT WANT TO ASK PEOPLE FOR HELP WITH ANYTHING
IT'S ALSO REALLY CONVENIENT FOR NOT FEELING LIKE SHIT ALL THE TIME
ERIDAN WAS ACTUALLY JUST BY HERE TO GIVE ME SOME STUFF
IT WAS KIND OF WEIRD
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T)(at's w)(at t)(ey'd want you to do, be angry and upset and t)(ink too muc)( about w)(at you could )(ave done or w)(at you s)(ould )(ave done.
Well... I guess it's ok to be angry and upset, because it's angry and upsetting and it SUCKS 38(
-Everyone makes mistakes, especially )(ere... T)(ey watc)( and wait and know just )(ow to make us make mistakes.
)(e)(e, you're getting really good at t)(at )(uman sarcasm!
I'm jellyfis)( 38P
I guess we s)(ould bot)( see someone soon t)(oug)(... did t)(ey )(urt you really bad?
)(e's grown up so muc)(!!
I'm really proud of )(im 38)
I t)(ink being away from t)(e w)(ale stupid )(emospectrum gave )(im room to grow!
I just wis)( )(e didn't )(ave to learn to grow so fast in t)(is stupid place 38(
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I GUESS I JUST PAID FOR THIS PARTICULAR FUCK UP A LOT MORE THAN USUAL.
THE INJURIES AREN'T THAT BAD REALLY
THIS FUCKING PAIN IN MY BACK HURTS A LOT WORSE
I KIND OF DID MOST OF IT TO MYSELF.
AND
YEAH
I GUESS IT WAS ACTUALLY KIND OF HARD TO BELIEVE BECAUSE HE WAS ALWAYS A BIT OF AN ASSHOLE ABOUT THAT STUFF.
LIKE I DIDN'T REALLY BELIEVE HIM WHEN HE TOOK ME TO THAT A STUPID DANCE THING.
NOW I DON'T REALLY KNOW.
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You know I glubbed t)(is at you before, but I guess you don't remember anymore, so I will glub it at you again!
You're a good leader, stupid!
I t)(ink if I )(ad ever been an -Empress I would )(ave wanted to be a leader like you!
Someone w)(o cares about everybody and everyone looks up to and someone w)(o tries t)(eir best even w)(en seas are stormy and roug)(!
T)(ere are a lot of bad t)(ings t)(at )(appened back )(ome t)(at were supposed to )(appen, even if t)(ey suckerfis)(ed 38(
You'll see Karpkat! You mig)(t not believe me now but one day you will!
W-----ELL, if you're not super badly )(urt!
I know you leader types, you and Jo)(n would probably carp away and not get kelp because you're )(ammer)(eads!
Stupid dance?? 38O
I missed -EV-------ERYT)(ING
Glub glub glub! >38(
I know, it's kind of weird, )(u)(?
I t)(ink everyone s)(ould try giving )(im a c)(ance t)(oug)(!
-Even if it's )(ard wit)( everyfin back on the Veil...
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IT DOESN'T FEEL LIKE ANY OF THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN AT ALL.
I HATE THIS.
YEAH IT WAS JUST SOME STUPID "BACHELOR AUCTION" THING WHERE PEOPLE GOT TO BID ON ME LIKE A RIDING MOUNT.
ERIDAN WON, IF THAT WASN'T OBVIOUS.
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