[There's a few moments pause, as if Patchouli had been hesitating to post this to the network. However she eventually does speak, and when she does so her voice is incredibly quiet and muted.]
[audio; locked 20%]patchworkwisdomDecember 11 2011, 05:19:50 UTC
[Oh gods that was not a good answer to her question. She hesitates, wondering if she really wanted to know. Unfortunately her curiosity got the better of her.]
[audio; locked 20%]lunardialledDecember 11 2011, 05:21:23 UTC
It feels like a bad dream to me. I hardly remember the details, just that I felt the need to kill and to go after anyone, indiscriminately. I only woke up today, feeling like myself again.
[audio; locked 20%]patchworkwisdomDecember 11 2011, 05:37:09 UTC
[She pushes those disparaging thoughts aside, choosing instead to concentrate on the matter at hand. The bottled up emotions could be dealt with later.]
What of the others? You said you woke up earlier. Have you been in contact with any of them?
[audio; locked 20%]patchworkwisdomDecember 11 2011, 05:46:24 UTC
I need--
[A stiff drink. Copious amounts of tea. To erase the events of last week completely. To stop failing when others needed her. To be competent again. To be in control of what happened around her. To stop being a failure.]
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I don't remember that. What happened?
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...I'm sorry. I wasn't myself.
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[There is suddenly an apparent weakness in her voice, her stoic facade slipping.]
What have I done?
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What of the others? You said you woke up earlier. Have you been in contact with any of them?
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The observations just went up. It's a new week. Whatever happened last week is over...
[Was she trying to reassure Sakuya or herself?]
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...do you need anything? You don't sound well.
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[A stiff drink. Copious amounts of tea. To erase the events of last week completely. To stop failing when others needed her. To be competent again. To be in control of what happened around her. To stop being a failure.]
Alone. I need to be alone. Just a few hours.
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