6TH RAGEQUIT | KARKAT VANTAS | AUDIO
[The feed starts with Karkat speaking in a briskly paced but almost conversational tone, like he's started recording half way through a thought.]
I just don't get this, this week, I don't get this shit even a little bit. It's fucking deranged. Why would they even bother with every other fucking horrible thing they've done if they're just going to end it like this? What's the point? I don't get it!
I keep trying to figure this out, like, what is the motive here, why are they spending what I assume is like...like multitudinous resources on making a bunch of useless assholes miserable all the time? Like...research or some shit? Into the depths of sentient despair? I don't fucking know! Is there an end goal here? Because if it was just to...to wreck all of us like this then I don't even know why they bothered cloning us or whatever the fuck, why didn't they just make us this way from the start? Why do they keep doing this? Why did they...what did we...
[He cuts himself off, making a low frustrated noise. The more he goes the more earnestly and completely distressed he sounds.]
At least back home it actually made sense, like people actually had reasons for why they'd gut people or whatever. Even if it was a stupid reason. At least there was a goddamn point. But this place doesn't even have one! How do these assholes make that shit look good in comparison? How do they make me wish...
[There's a choking sound. He swears, harshly, under his breath.]
Why is it always like this. Why is everything always like this. People are always so...
Whatever, this is stupid.
[And he abruptly ends the feed.]
I just don't get this, this week, I don't get this shit even a little bit. It's fucking deranged. Why would they even bother with every other fucking horrible thing they've done if they're just going to end it like this? What's the point? I don't get it!
I keep trying to figure this out, like, what is the motive here, why are they spending what I assume is like...like multitudinous resources on making a bunch of useless assholes miserable all the time? Like...research or some shit? Into the depths of sentient despair? I don't fucking know! Is there an end goal here? Because if it was just to...to wreck all of us like this then I don't even know why they bothered cloning us or whatever the fuck, why didn't they just make us this way from the start? Why do they keep doing this? Why did they...what did we...
[He cuts himself off, making a low frustrated noise. The more he goes the more earnestly and completely distressed he sounds.]
At least back home it actually made sense, like people actually had reasons for why they'd gut people or whatever. Even if it was a stupid reason. At least there was a goddamn point. But this place doesn't even have one! How do these assholes make that shit look good in comparison? How do they make me wish...
[There's a choking sound. He swears, harshly, under his breath.]
Why is it always like this. Why is everything always like this. People are always so...
Whatever, this is stupid.
[And he abruptly ends the feed.]