tuesday morning blues
Went to bed at 1:00am. Woke up at 4:00am for no reason. Tossed and turned until 4:30am. Got up, got online, read until 6:15am. Finally felt tired. Got back in bed. Tossed and turned until now...6:45am. Obviously, I'm up again.
I'm so fucking tired. I would cry, but like sleep, tears won't even come to me. This has been happening for about a week or more. I wake up early, stay up for a few hours, then when exhaustion finally hits, I crash hard until noon. I'm going mad. I would just stay up and do something productive, and I do for a few hours, but around 9ish...I generally hit aforementioned exhaustion. My sister recommended Tylenol PM or Benedryl, but shit. I don't know. I just want to figure out what my problem is. Oh, I'm sure it's stress of some sort. Lord knows I've had enough of it the past 2 weeks or so, but I've been in FAR more stressful environments, and have had no real insomnia issue before. What is my body trying to tell me? What is my mind trying to tell me? What am i to do? I don't really have anything else to say. I'm too frustrated and tired for words. I'm going to go lay on the couch for a bit, and hope that the tv wears me down enough for more sleep. Cross your fingers. I might be back for another post later if that doesnt work...
I'm so fucking tired. I would cry, but like sleep, tears won't even come to me. This has been happening for about a week or more. I wake up early, stay up for a few hours, then when exhaustion finally hits, I crash hard until noon. I'm going mad. I would just stay up and do something productive, and I do for a few hours, but around 9ish...I generally hit aforementioned exhaustion. My sister recommended Tylenol PM or Benedryl, but shit. I don't know. I just want to figure out what my problem is. Oh, I'm sure it's stress of some sort. Lord knows I've had enough of it the past 2 weeks or so, but I've been in FAR more stressful environments, and have had no real insomnia issue before. What is my body trying to tell me? What is my mind trying to tell me? What am i to do? I don't really have anything else to say. I'm too frustrated and tired for words. I'm going to go lay on the couch for a bit, and hope that the tv wears me down enough for more sleep. Cross your fingers. I might be back for another post later if that doesnt work...