Jun 17, 2007 17:13
ever hear that phrase "let he who is without sin cast the first stone," or something like that? well yeah. it exists for a reason.
you know.. it's a disgusting feeling being slandered. it's almost unimaginable. it takes a closing-in kind of effect, like standing in a tunnel and watching the walls and ceiling cave in before you. only, it's a prolonged state of watching. you're waiting to just be consumed whole because there's nothing you can do about it, to stop it. well at least in my situation, there's not. what a monster. what a heartless monster is that pathetic excuse for a valid human being, who can force blame onto this decent teenage girl who puts her effort into her good intentions.
i'm not afraid of her, i would march right up to her and issue her such a philippic that she would regret every worthless breath of air she ever gathered. there's just one obstacle, and it's big enough to tower over my ego so as to keep me from approaching her. that's probably the worst part of it, i can do nothing.