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Damn. Well what have I been up to? Currently I'm still in Ocoee, going out of my mind. I'm so ready to get out of here - more than ready. I was ready in August. Oh well, at least it should be happening this weekend. I'm moving to St Augustine with mom in a brand-new two-bedroom/two bathroom apartment. How grand!
My mom's been thinking about opening her own deaf cafe in St Augustine. We have put together a lot of ideas and we are confident that this business is going to be successful. We're getting the word out very soon, we also want input from the deaf community and the general population. We're currently looking for a location that is both near FSDB and Flagler College. That's also the reason why we're moving to St Augustine.
In other news, Billy's son is going to be born anytime soon. His name is going to be Andrew, named after Billy's younger brother, AJ, who used to be my classmate. Damn, I wonder what Andrew will look like. I have no idea what Theresa (the mother) looks like, I have this picture of her in my head, she has brown hair, basically a pretty plain-looking woman in her 30s. Since I'm moving to St Augustine, I'm going to see Billy a lot more. Some of you might already know, Jay broke up with me. Yes, it was out of blue and I took it hard. He was one of the most wonderful man that I was very lucky to get to know, let alone date. I'm cutting my losses and moving on. I have to, otherwise I would fall in a hole. I've worked too hard to get to where I am emotionally, I'm not going to let anything break that down. Anyway, so since Billy and I are going to see a lot of each other in the near future, I'm sure it wont be long before we'll start seeing each other again. Billy has expressed that he's not interested or planning to marry Theresa. Although he didn't say anything to me, I have this feeling that he's still interested in me. So, I guess I'll see what happens.
Other than that, life's good. I've been learning a lot everyday from all sort of sources, including books and people. My eyes has been opened way more than it has been before. It's hard to explain but I feel like a whole new person. Many people have noticed that too. This only further confirm that I've made all of the right decisions thus far. Although I miss some of those people that I had to cut out of my life, it was for the better. I've met so many wonderful people who turned into my friends. I'm loving life, no matter what kind of obstacles I run into. I've learned how to remain in good mood no matter what the circumstances are. By remaining happy and having a clear mind, I get out of life more than I ever could. I no longer get mad over little things or let other people's anger affect me. Damn, I sound like Buddha or something. LOL.
The thing I'm looking forward to the most is the future. Whatever happens is going to be exciting. Life is grand.
My mom's been thinking about opening her own deaf cafe in St Augustine. We have put together a lot of ideas and we are confident that this business is going to be successful. We're getting the word out very soon, we also want input from the deaf community and the general population. We're currently looking for a location that is both near FSDB and Flagler College. That's also the reason why we're moving to St Augustine.
In other news, Billy's son is going to be born anytime soon. His name is going to be Andrew, named after Billy's younger brother, AJ, who used to be my classmate. Damn, I wonder what Andrew will look like. I have no idea what Theresa (the mother) looks like, I have this picture of her in my head, she has brown hair, basically a pretty plain-looking woman in her 30s. Since I'm moving to St Augustine, I'm going to see Billy a lot more. Some of you might already know, Jay broke up with me. Yes, it was out of blue and I took it hard. He was one of the most wonderful man that I was very lucky to get to know, let alone date. I'm cutting my losses and moving on. I have to, otherwise I would fall in a hole. I've worked too hard to get to where I am emotionally, I'm not going to let anything break that down. Anyway, so since Billy and I are going to see a lot of each other in the near future, I'm sure it wont be long before we'll start seeing each other again. Billy has expressed that he's not interested or planning to marry Theresa. Although he didn't say anything to me, I have this feeling that he's still interested in me. So, I guess I'll see what happens.
Other than that, life's good. I've been learning a lot everyday from all sort of sources, including books and people. My eyes has been opened way more than it has been before. It's hard to explain but I feel like a whole new person. Many people have noticed that too. This only further confirm that I've made all of the right decisions thus far. Although I miss some of those people that I had to cut out of my life, it was for the better. I've met so many wonderful people who turned into my friends. I'm loving life, no matter what kind of obstacles I run into. I've learned how to remain in good mood no matter what the circumstances are. By remaining happy and having a clear mind, I get out of life more than I ever could. I no longer get mad over little things or let other people's anger affect me. Damn, I sound like Buddha or something. LOL.
The thing I'm looking forward to the most is the future. Whatever happens is going to be exciting. Life is grand.