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[a_distantmemory]

things have made a 360 degree turn this past week, it went from wow this is amazing to holy shit what just happened. its alright though everytime things end abruptly like they always do it just makes me wiser and i learn so much more. it just teaches me to stop letting my guard down because it always ends up like shit. i've been working this past week at my new job, and honestly, i love it its a fun place to work at even though it's gay, but i have so much fun at work and sometimes (as corny as it is) i look forward to working. i asked for off for the next two weekends because of warped and im going down the shore and to six flags so hopefully they wont fire me or get extremely mad. and today i'll be seeing the all american rejects and im soooooooo excited i literally danced in my pants when philly agreed to go and drive down there<3. we're going to have so much fun. another thing that i have learned is that i'm not going to pick out random people like i do and say "i don't like her because of etc..etc" i mean its so stupid and immature. everyone deserves a chance, even second or third ones. i know that i have become a better and more mature person since i've turned seventeen and i love it. i mean theres alot more to change, but it happens gradually. we're getting schedules either tomorrow or the latest monday, im scared, i hope i have classes with the people i love because it is our last year and i want to spend as much time with them as possible. i cant believe that a year from now, i'll be packing for college and going away to god knows where.

definite places im applying to:
fordham
university of hawaii
university of southern california
florida state
pepperdine