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i cant believe im so bored that i have to update uhh 2 minutes later?
---my stomach could absolutly not handle what i put it through last night---
---and now its so mad at me---
---i feel like complete shit---
---im gunna vom.---
-life is so weird ..theres so much fucking drama and delemas and stupid shit good people have to live through ---and it sucks when only a few things in life make you really happy --so if im not happy with it how come i dont want it to end?....i dunno i guess i was just thinking about it .
i guess theres chance it will be better in the end --
..so is that why i live?--for chance?
its probably curiosity--im curious of my future-whats gunna happen -how im going to end up in the end -wheather im alone or happy ..or maybe alone and happy-
it disturbs me how one little mistake can ruin EVERYTHING and theres no way to go back and fix things but i guess i believe that everything happens for a reason people make mistakes for reasons -to learn from them ==as long as it doesnt result in death== ,can a learning experience be so bad??
uh - i need to stop thinking
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-nicole
---my stomach could absolutly not handle what i put it through last night---
---and now its so mad at me---
---i feel like complete shit---
---im gunna vom.---
-life is so weird ..theres so much fucking drama and delemas and stupid shit good people have to live through ---and it sucks when only a few things in life make you really happy --so if im not happy with it how come i dont want it to end?....i dunno i guess i was just thinking about it .
i guess theres chance it will be better in the end --
..so is that why i live?--for chance?
its probably curiosity--im curious of my future-whats gunna happen -how im going to end up in the end -wheather im alone or happy ..or maybe alone and happy-
it disturbs me how one little mistake can ruin EVERYTHING and theres no way to go back and fix things but i guess i believe that everything happens for a reason people make mistakes for reasons -to learn from them ==as long as it doesnt result in death== ,can a learning experience be so bad??
uh - i need to stop thinking
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-nicole