Me looks at the date...I hope people don't take this date to seriously its a random date -_-
On the way to work they had a random guy out walking up and down the road with a big post that Say's Jesus is coming...Its so odd, things are getting more and more like the "movies"
I guess what i came to really write is about my feeling on a convo of last nite, with a friend. I'm looking forward to when its over. And I mean it's really over, and we can just be casual friends, I wish her and her guy friend would hook up so the ball can get in motion.
The strange thing is im not really bothered about being there now, Its like i know im being used but it doesn't matter. But on the opposite end of the spectrum whenever i sit back and think about all the crap this person gave me only to do the same thing and had soooo many negative things to say about me in the pass it gets at me. I lied about a certain thing, she "sugar coated things". And all in all we did the exact same thing, but she came at me like a bat outta hell, and I wonder if her lil man friend woulda did the same? I only can wonder why do i even want to be a friend...? I guess I know we are all humans and we all make mistakes? And I consider her a friend and I look out for my friends even if it hurts me sometimes.
I think what goes around comes around, and i think she has alot more coming around to come...Don't know when don't know how or where or in what form and i don't care to be honest. I just know that I'm getting screwed over, but its by my own choice. I guess technically im not because i choose to be here for her now. So no ones screwing me over, I just hope she understands that she's just like me, just like "her" (her being other female i was involved with) and just like him. Him being her "new" interest....
Human..
I guess what i came to really write is about my feeling on a convo of last nite, with a friend. I'm looking forward to when its over. And I mean it's really over, and we can just be casual friends, I wish her and her guy friend would hook up so the ball can get in motion.
The strange thing is im not really bothered about being there now, Its like i know im being used but it doesn't matter. But on the opposite end of the spectrum whenever i sit back and think about all the crap this person gave me only to do the same thing and had soooo many negative things to say about me in the pass it gets at me. I lied about a certain thing, she "sugar coated things". And all in all we did the exact same thing, but she came at me like a bat outta hell, and I wonder if her lil man friend woulda did the same? I only can wonder why do i even want to be a friend...? I guess I know we are all humans and we all make mistakes? And I consider her a friend and I look out for my friends even if it hurts me sometimes.
I think what goes around comes around, and i think she has alot more coming around to come...Don't know when don't know how or where or in what form and i don't care to be honest. I just know that I'm getting screwed over, but its by my own choice. I guess technically im not because i choose to be here for her now. So no ones screwing me over, I just hope she understands that she's just like me, just like "her" (her being other female i was involved with) and just like him. Him being her "new" interest....
Human..