Some Truths.
Well, I titled this "some truths" an I've got some truths to spout out and albeit as always there drunken late night truths, the only ones I can tell since before I can remember, lol... but this isnt about my shortcomings, it's about the things on my mind right now, and those happen to be that I'm not happy with my life right now, I have the love of someone who in my opinion, deserves a man better then I can be right now, an I don't want to make her wait until I'm that man, beacuse I've been there before, with another girl who was way outa my league, and deserved far better of a man then I could be. Either way, I just wish I could figure out my own head and heart, so I'd find out what's wrong with me being so fucked up and disconnected with everything around me, and so distant from everyone who's ever cared about me, I've been hurt before alot of times, a few were deserved from straight stupidity, but that's no excuse, Sometimes I feel like it's karma for being a tool, regardless I don't know, I think I'm drunk rambling like always... either way, I know for shure, I'm always going to regret some choices I've made, hate to quote song lyrics but "I feel the dream in me expire, and there's no-one left to blame it on, I hear you label me a liar cause I can't seem to get this thru, you say its over, I can sigh again, yeah.. Why try to say sober when I'm dyin' here? And I am aware how one day, too late.. I'm in in hell, And I am prepared now, seems everyones gona be fine, one day, too late... just as well"