You come out at night, that's when the energy comes
The times like these are when I actually miss people, people I've left behind. I've moved on so far...and I miss...I dunno, it's just that right now, I miss Paul. We used to connect so well, I'm wondering what happened. I'm trying to remember if it was something I did, or something that just happened.
I hate this sad, reminiscent feeling. It always hurts. I never can really put my finger on why I remember such days as when Paul would just hang out at my house, and lay in my bed, and we'd just talk. There was never any sexual connotation, just..friendship.
Why am I thinking about this? And why the fuck am I typing it to you people, most of you don't even like Paul. I don't care. This is how I feel right now.
:furrows eyebrows: I hate thinking right now. I'm going to bed.
I hate this sad, reminiscent feeling. It always hurts. I never can really put my finger on why I remember such days as when Paul would just hang out at my house, and lay in my bed, and we'd just talk. There was never any sexual connotation, just..friendship.
Why am I thinking about this? And why the fuck am I typing it to you people, most of you don't even like Paul. I don't care. This is how I feel right now.
:furrows eyebrows: I hate thinking right now. I'm going to bed.