last night a dj saved my life.
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that's all i read now. i'm tired of it, and i've realized how truly disconnected i am from all of you. you know nothing about me, and i know nothing about you, and no one really cares to learn.
there is this guy at school who i am completely in love with. i just can't tell if he's gay, though. and i can't tell if i just wish he were gay or if he really is. i'm usually really good at this, but i find myself stumped. i hate playing these mental games, i've gone so long without being boy-crazy, and it's BACK. i don't think he is, i just need to convince myself. i need to meditate. love yall.
that's all i read now. i'm tired of it, and i've realized how truly disconnected i am from all of you. you know nothing about me, and i know nothing about you, and no one really cares to learn.
there is this guy at school who i am completely in love with. i just can't tell if he's gay, though. and i can't tell if i just wish he were gay or if he really is. i'm usually really good at this, but i find myself stumped. i hate playing these mental games, i've gone so long without being boy-crazy, and it's BACK. i don't think he is, i just need to convince myself. i need to meditate. love yall.